Mixed Up Thoughts

Welcome to my first ever blog (: To start off, you might wonder why i wanted to start this blog. During leaving my friends and school in Kamloops, I've gone through some tough stuff, and of course its nice to talk to a friend about your feelings, which is what most teenage girls do. Yet, whenever i have something on my mind, i begin to write a letter in my head about it. The only way to stop that letter from repeating itself is to write it out. So here i am, writing out my deepest thoughts for you to read. If you haven't figured out by now, my blog title? Its almost complete sarcasm :P I would definitely not call my life exciting but it sure as hell can get crazy. At the moment, not so much. Im sitting at my desk in my pajamas, with smudged makeup and a possibly fractured foot, wondering if a certain somebody thinking about me. Hmm, you are probably wondering who that certain someone is, but you'll have to wait before i can tell you that ;) All i can say right now, is that they are absolutely amazing. He (yes its a guy.. Oooh details) can always put a smile on my face and is probably one of my most trusted friends. Honestly, I feel like i constantly think about him, and it scares me a little because what if its not the same for him, or what if i'm putting too much thought and effort into our friendship? He told me he has feelings for me but, there is a small problem.. My mother will not let me date until i'm "ready".  How is she supposed to even know that? Anyways, back onto what's going on now. My foot is killing me and I am so hungry i feel like eating my desk. Oh the sorrow. So hungry, yet all i have is stale cheerios and old ginger ale. Pretty nasty, right?  Geez I just get so off topic with things when i write, don't I? Nothing else is really popping into my head that i can write about so thanks for reading today, and i'm gonna go grab me some food.

Hungry and Bored,

Alyssa